holdmeforeverxx

We had the most complicated relationship ever.
But I realized one thing
I honestly love/loved him.

And I still want him back in my life.
Pleaseeee let him come back into my life.
And if he does...
...don't let me fuck up.
please god please god please god.

-_-

i cant fucking sleep because im too paranoid.
and he has a girlfriend.
why i even care is beyond me.
but i do.

SOMEONE IS DEVELOPING A CRUSH.
/whine
nonononono.
bad bad bad.
but he's so like, amazing.
bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad bad.

Jake and Andrea sitting in a tree
k-i-s-s-i-n-g.

My aunt called me fat.
Tomorrow is Saosin with Jake.
I still hate my father.

1. Do you prefer pancakes or waffles? panckes

2. How many states have you lived in for more than 6 months? 1.

3. Do you have anything against inter-racial dating? No.

4. What's the longest you've gone without showering? lmfao. I don't know. But awhile.

5. Do you believe in reincarnation? I'd like to think it exists, but I sort of doubt it does.

6. What is your favorite store for clothes? American Eagle.

7. How would you rate your last BF/GF from one to ten? ..one.

8. Pool or Darts? Pool

9. What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you hear the name Ricky Martin? Ewww.

10. Would you rather eat dog shit or eat the dog? The dog

11. How often do you floss your teeth? After I brush my teeth.

12. Who is the last person who left a comment on your page and what does it mean? Some guy, I think his name is Barclay. He was singing a song.

13. Girls: Tanning Bed or Natural Sun? Natural sun.

14. What is EMO? Emo is laaaaame.

15. What ever happened to the fat kid from Goonies? I don't remember that movie.

16. What is the last thing you consumed? Pepsi&&ramen.

17. If someone were to offer you an illegal substance, how would you respond? Depends on what that illegal substance was. :-X

18. Floyd or Zeppelin? Zeppelin.

19. How many times have you been pulled over? 0

20. Could you make it in solitary confinement for a week? Yes

22. Who's the last person who yelled at you and why? My dad, because he's a dumb fuck.

23. Would you clone yourself? Yep.

24. How many people do you think are having sex right now? I don't care because it's not me. Hmph.

25. Name three things that you would see if you opened your
refrigerator right now? pepsi, oranges and milk.

26. Soda or Pop? Soda.

27. Did you like Limp Bizkit? I did not.

28. What will be the next thing you spend money on? No idea.

29. What do you think a good size penis length is? ANY PENIS IS COOL MANN.

30. Who's the last person you called long distance? Peter peter pumpkin eater.

31. Admit it...you LOVED Vanilla Ice when he first came out. DUHZ.

32. How many times have you been to the doctor in the past year? A lot because of my "mono".

33. Is it true that blondes have more fun? no.

34. Is it easier to dump someone or be dumped? Dump someone.

35. If you could be on any existing reality TV show, what would it be? Real World

36. Which of the 7 dwarfs would you be? Grumpy.

37. If Santa really existed, what would you ask for this year? A vacation, WITHOUTTTTTTT my parents. Preferably to Ohio or Florida. :D

38. What do you like on your pizza? green chile.

39. George Bush can... go fuck off with my dad.

40. Who is the last person you saw from MySpace? Nikki.

41. What is your favorite vegetable? brocolli.

So last night I hung out with Jake, Michael, and Luke. I went over to their house or whatever and snuck in the back (they were spending the night in the tent, haha.) I ended up getting high and doing stuff with Jake. :-X We didn't have sex but we were pretty damn close. AND IT WAS IN HIS CAR, LMFAO. Yeah.

Saturday is the Saosin show.
Tonight Nikki is probably coming over.
Ugh.
There's nothing to talk about.

Oh yeah, Zach is still in love with me, he says.